I am passive-aggressive. This is something I have recently realized about myself. I am not particularly fond of the idea, but there it is. It is really amazing what a change in perspective can do. Now I am trying to break out of the patterns dictated by my super-ego. The first step is admitting there is a problem.
So, instead of getting angry and putting things off in an attempt to avoid failure and disappointment, I am going to just move forward. I am going to take the emotion away from my job. It is what it is. I have a list of things which have to get done and getting mad or putting them off isn't going to make them go away. Ultimately, I would just be setting myself up for a failure of epic proportions.
Anxiety is almost a tangible thing for me. Finding security in an insecure world is a losing battle. I think I am finally getting pointed in the right direction.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
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